oh, wow! i was browsing through messages on facebook. and i remembered about messages that i've send to amir. it's my diary while he was in europe. *malu gila baca. sumpah!* anyway, people say. things happen for a reason. so, after reading it. it came to my concious-state-of-mind that, euro trip does happen for a reason. i love you sayang :)
and now, i feel that i'm missing you so bad. but yeah, why should i be mad. it's not that ur been cheating on me with some other girls. but you're at work. but anyhow. i still miss you. a lot *nanges nanges*
ice cream and cupcake ;)
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
wishlist!
after four years i've been struggling learning and experiencing architecture in my own way, now after i've graduated; im wishing to do these few (more than i can imagine) unthinkable things to be done while i was still studying. so here goes;
1. due to the sickness that was soooo keen to me, i need to drink a lot of water. or maybe up to the amount that my body needs. and when i say water, i mean plain water. so, to measure it. i'll drink at least 3 glass of plain water using this tumblr. (oh ya, credit to si bunchet for buying me this! and for knowing that i like having silly things like this, iloveyou)
2. oh ya! besides than re-arranged my clothes and wardrobe disebabkan pakaian terlebih. i wanted to basuh all my shoes, flats and sneakers. now after a while baru aku sedar. sebenarnya aku ada banyak kasut. and i didn't wore them anymore sebab dah berhabuk. so, i'll wash it up esok! yeayyy!
3. this is sort of done. tapi sebenarnya it's in my list jugak. tapi dah terbuat awal. haha. sebab excited sangat, so i've designed my own house! home for two! and surely aku design interior je la! haha. so, this is my dream home!
3. some of the things i've miss during my study years is to search for time and transport to go to places i'm dying to walk along. macam jalan jalan along jalan bangsar where people bought the house along that busy road and experiment with different kind of approach to convert the house to shops/studio. and it turns out great! i would love to take a walk there! and also, i really wanna go and experience myself there at batu caves. haha. i wanna climb the stairs since from 5 (as far as i recall). oh ya, and to again - have a walk at pasar seni which i think an interesting place to go. plus, little india! would love to go there and experience it myself! hehe and nak henna jugak!
4. and of course shopping! banyak dah list nak shopping. tapi it's okay, i'm gonna work my ass off and make sure i'll get to buy most of it. although the ultimate dream is to buy the rainbow-fold hi by UN studio. but, that can wait (due to the super expensive price, most likely. haha) . so, im buying my self onitsuka tigress mid runner, red! and also a sequinned-flat shoe, a really striking purple shoe plus an animal printed shoe. and the list goes on in the lingerie section. haha. braaaaaah!
5. to be totally franked, i really dream of having a day playing with bubbles! like what we have before while flying the kite! hehe. i miss those. i like playing bubble since forever! haha
6. remember playing that fish-catching thingy? oh yes! i want that badly and im gonna get myself one!
8. and this is a note to anuar zain:
dear mr anuar zain,
i am a big fan of you yet never went to any of your show. now that i can, can you please held another show? hiks!
9. do it again! last time was when im in form 4 to go for flying fox activity. now, i feel like doing it again! so, flying fox! wall climbing! and cycling! let's get fit! (laughing at myself)
10. cook book! now, im gonna buy myself a book so that i can write all those recipies that my mom have told me before. tulaaaaaa, dulu belagak sangat tak nak tulis dalam buku. budget otak aku boleh store banyak info tanpa masalah. haha. so, im gonna have that book later! so, let's cook!
11. yes, to go green! that's what i wanna do since dulu. tapi selalu lupa bawak beg lebih. lupa cakap- "kak, takpelah. tak payah plastik". plus, kena lah buat benda2 lain mcm jimat air and bla. bla. bla. so i would like to do that starting now! *finger crossing*
12. and alsoooo, tengok discovery channel and national geographic more often. sebab i know they had a list of so many informative series in every prospect of life. so, yes! let's make it a compulsory channel to watch, besides than starworld! hahaha :p
13. aku rasa aku pernah mention this before, that me ilyas and wawan wanted to do a free-movie and enter any competition. for the love of art, im dreaming to do this since semester 01! so hoorah, yesterday syith contacted me. we're gonna have a collaboration with dayat as well to enter few short-movie competition! yeay!
14. to my dearest chu ali, im gonna write to you a super long letter so that u'll get tired of reading. haha. sebenarnya, wanted to tebus balik 4 years of not writing well to you and seldomly write. so wait for it chu! and i miss you :)
15. i think im keen to cats. so i've planed on doing some research about it. and hope to find new things and experience new idea! maybe some issue to be considered in design :)
16. to read A LOT on architecture without architects sources. because i think im good at it, rather than modern and new architect. haha and i am thrilled to do some design on my own without any deadline and money-issue. oh please! i really need to opened up my mind to new possibilities and start designing in my own level of expertise! and i know i can, i just need a strategy! good luck to me!
okayyyy, up until 16 aku dah malas nak tulis. kalau ikutkan memang panjang lagi list aku ni haaa. tapi banyak on travelling, doing charity jobs, doing research in architecture field that i love the most. tapi let me just keep it up in my list. haha. and in hope that i'll get to achieve each one of it before im entering master's class. because im pretty sure, after graduating in the next level, i'll have a whole new list. and it wont sound this youthful anymore! haha
1. due to the sickness that was soooo keen to me, i need to drink a lot of water. or maybe up to the amount that my body needs. and when i say water, i mean plain water. so, to measure it. i'll drink at least 3 glass of plain water using this tumblr. (oh ya, credit to si bunchet for buying me this! and for knowing that i like having silly things like this, iloveyou)
2. oh ya! besides than re-arranged my clothes and wardrobe disebabkan pakaian terlebih. i wanted to basuh all my shoes, flats and sneakers. now after a while baru aku sedar. sebenarnya aku ada banyak kasut. and i didn't wore them anymore sebab dah berhabuk. so, i'll wash it up esok! yeayyy!
3. this is sort of done. tapi sebenarnya it's in my list jugak. tapi dah terbuat awal. haha. sebab excited sangat, so i've designed my own house! home for two! and surely aku design interior je la! haha. so, this is my dream home!
3. some of the things i've miss during my study years is to search for time and transport to go to places i'm dying to walk along. macam jalan jalan along jalan bangsar where people bought the house along that busy road and experiment with different kind of approach to convert the house to shops/studio. and it turns out great! i would love to take a walk there! and also, i really wanna go and experience myself there at batu caves. haha. i wanna climb the stairs since from 5 (as far as i recall). oh ya, and to again - have a walk at pasar seni which i think an interesting place to go. plus, little india! would love to go there and experience it myself! hehe and nak henna jugak!
4. and of course shopping! banyak dah list nak shopping. tapi it's okay, i'm gonna work my ass off and make sure i'll get to buy most of it. although the ultimate dream is to buy the rainbow-fold hi by UN studio. but, that can wait (due to the super expensive price, most likely. haha) . so, im buying my self onitsuka tigress mid runner, red! and also a sequinned-flat shoe, a really striking purple shoe plus an animal printed shoe. and the list goes on in the lingerie section. haha. braaaaaah!
5. to be totally franked, i really dream of having a day playing with bubbles! like what we have before while flying the kite! hehe. i miss those. i like playing bubble since forever! haha
6. remember playing that fish-catching thingy? oh yes! i want that badly and im gonna get myself one!
7. disco ball! i always have this dream of owning a disco ball! i've found it at JB the other week. but it's a bit expensive for a disco ball. however, few days back i found a shop that sell it for cheap! so, im coming babeh! im on my way! it's just a matter of time (and money, which i will get it later. haha)!
dear mr anuar zain,
i am a big fan of you yet never went to any of your show. now that i can, can you please held another show? hiks!
9. do it again! last time was when im in form 4 to go for flying fox activity. now, i feel like doing it again! so, flying fox! wall climbing! and cycling! let's get fit! (laughing at myself)
10. cook book! now, im gonna buy myself a book so that i can write all those recipies that my mom have told me before. tulaaaaaa, dulu belagak sangat tak nak tulis dalam buku. budget otak aku boleh store banyak info tanpa masalah. haha. so, im gonna have that book later! so, let's cook!
11. yes, to go green! that's what i wanna do since dulu. tapi selalu lupa bawak beg lebih. lupa cakap- "kak, takpelah. tak payah plastik". plus, kena lah buat benda2 lain mcm jimat air and bla. bla. bla. so i would like to do that starting now! *finger crossing*
12. and alsoooo, tengok discovery channel and national geographic more often. sebab i know they had a list of so many informative series in every prospect of life. so, yes! let's make it a compulsory channel to watch, besides than starworld! hahaha :p
13. aku rasa aku pernah mention this before, that me ilyas and wawan wanted to do a free-movie and enter any competition. for the love of art, im dreaming to do this since semester 01! so hoorah, yesterday syith contacted me. we're gonna have a collaboration with dayat as well to enter few short-movie competition! yeay!
14. to my dearest chu ali, im gonna write to you a super long letter so that u'll get tired of reading. haha. sebenarnya, wanted to tebus balik 4 years of not writing well to you and seldomly write. so wait for it chu! and i miss you :)
15. i think im keen to cats. so i've planed on doing some research about it. and hope to find new things and experience new idea! maybe some issue to be considered in design :)
16. to read A LOT on architecture without architects sources. because i think im good at it, rather than modern and new architect. haha and i am thrilled to do some design on my own without any deadline and money-issue. oh please! i really need to opened up my mind to new possibilities and start designing in my own level of expertise! and i know i can, i just need a strategy! good luck to me!
okayyyy, up until 16 aku dah malas nak tulis. kalau ikutkan memang panjang lagi list aku ni haaa. tapi banyak on travelling, doing charity jobs, doing research in architecture field that i love the most. tapi let me just keep it up in my list. haha. and in hope that i'll get to achieve each one of it before im entering master's class. because im pretty sure, after graduating in the next level, i'll have a whole new list. and it wont sound this youthful anymore! haha
Saturday, June 4, 2011
out of what i couldn't ever imagine.
i remember, hundreds step back. i always have this believe that i can live alone. by myself. i would be alright and find my own way to live. few steps back, i've taken a huge step to get to know you. and now, i'm attached! :) gladly, i'm happy with what we have now.
this is way beyond materialistic and right-now feeling. it's something that had grown since day one we met. and yes, i could never imagine myself without you. as much as i could never imagine that i would meet someone am happy to be with in bad or worse, like you.
iloveyousayang.
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