p/s : i love you

amirsheriff,  please ignore this. hehe ;p

I just want to see you
When you're all alone
I just want to catch you if I can
I just want to be there
When the morning light explodes
On your face it radiates
I can't escape
I love you 'till the end

I just want to tell you nothing

You don't want to hear

All I want is for you to say

Why don't you just take me

Where I've never been before

I know you want to hear me

Catch my breath

I love you 'till the end

I just want to be there

When we're caught in the rain

I just want to see you laugh not cry

I just want to feel you

When the night puts on its cloak

I'm lost for words don't tell me

All I can say

I love you 'till the end

by The Pogues

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5m3__VPbJ8k

not stating anything here. it's just that this song is super sweet :)

pada suatu hari saya emo.

taktau either to define the day as emo or stressful. tapi after a very long day at the studio. and when i say long, i mean it! tired and feel like vomiting, sleepy and a lot of other uneasy feeling. and the wrap up late that evening pun unpleasant jugak. so, it's like the cherry on a pie- lah to wrap up my day! sigh. 

and as for me, being the only princess for my dad. i text him. as soon as the message was sent to the number, he called me. he had offered his ears, as usual to hear my babbling. haha. that's nice  and sweet. i love you, dad! 


heading home, i text amirsheriff on the way. he replied. and somehow we decided to went out. eventhough the sleepy-ness is killing me in a way, i don't mind going out that night with him. sort of, i need to see him actually. to feel release! haha. *tak tau macamana nak construct ayat. nanti bunyi jiwang pulakkk*  


at that time, my mum called. i know she could sense something - she's that good eh! haha. we talk and talk and talk. until my grandma called. that's where we ended our conversation. :)


and i repeated the story about me being emo again, as usual to amir. haha. sorry dearie :p hehe the night was slow-paced but fun. *even i miss eating meatballs at ikea* we were walking at the street of curve. then we rest there on the bridge looking downwards and feeling the night breeze. i just love it! *tiba tiba rindu marang. sangat!* haha. then after, we headed ourselves to william's!! wah, rindu sana! carbonara turkey- i would say the best in town! haha. that night i slept with a big smile. 

the carbonara is safe in my tummy :) 

and the call from mom and dad :) 

the text from friends asking me if im okay :) 

and of course, the night-out with you, dearie bunch2! ;)

  *hugs and kisses* 

u guys really made my day :))) 

for better or worse, you were there
and thats why i love each and everyone of you, so much!

23rd. april 2010

HAMPA! KECEWA! the initial planning was to grab a plate of meatballs at ikea. somehow somewhere, we mis-calculate the timing; then again tak dapat makan sebab dah habis. so, husna and jamboo asked me to pick a place. ntah macamana i picked BUBBA GUMP- without even thinking of the price sebab lapar tahap dewa. and conngratulations, harga memang nak mencanak je! haha. but,whatever! it's been a VERY LONG time dah pun, since last time ktorang ada this girls day out. so, why not we try something new. and it was worth it, sedapp!! :)) being the last to dine in there, we walked ourselves around the area. after a while we didn't meet, surely we had a lot to catch up. and i truly miss both of my girlfriends. or maybe bed-mates, in other words- my gay partner. haha. then, shisha some-more. thanks to baloo- for the direction! hehe :) end up watching KAMI the movie sampai we fell asleep one by one. it was a great night, and i love you both! *love hugs kisses*

  i'm all yours, baby!

jamboo and dolly *hearts*

i love this one! hazrina hassan, i love you!

dolly jamboo giboo

lately.

memandangkan this will be your FINAL SEMESTER *which i refuse to believe*, banyak gambar amirsheriff ni bersepah-sepah dalam facebook. and, i should agree that some of it are my fav! hehe. so, macam biasala. saya mencuri gambar gambar itu dari album sesiapa sahaja. haha. i'm gonna miss you around school, dearie! tibe tibe rase nak nanges. gedik!

muke wajib amir - shooting

result after a year of pujuk rayu suruh simpan rambut. thanks dearie! *love love*

dinner - cubaan mengikut tema. all in all, i love ur eyeliner! haha

see, told u - muke wajib. haha

bunchet, and i'm loving it! hee :)

okay, ENOUGH! haha. i would say that this is not obsession. it's love! ceh ;p

9th april 2010

despite the busy schedule - along's engagement and design; still we manage to pull through a small surprise party for adik's birthday. talking about journey of being a man, he's 18th now! and he's damn tall! haha. rushing to catch up here and there, i did manage to get him the cake that he want so bad, and the ice cream that he really likes *since the day amir brought baskin robin for us* haha. because of his work schedule, we then celebrate his birthday at home with kenny rogers for dinner! sedap. best. banyak food! kenny rogers roasters, baskin robin's ice cream and one whole secret recipes marble cheesecake! nyum nyum! 

adik, 

since you were born into this world 18 years ago,

you had bring us joy and fun

you complete the whole of us

and i am glad that you were destined to be my littlest brother :)

love, kakak.

the birthday boy!

abang and kakak :)

i 've waited like ages for this picture!

the family picture! last time we took picture like this, was ages ago! OMG!

all in all

we love you, adik!

dearie, amirsheriff.

we didn't text as often as other couple would do

we didn't ring as often as other couple would do

we didn't celebrate as often as other couple would do

we didn't see each other as often as other couple would do

we didn't smooch around as often as other couple would do

but, we did have our own way of doing things

why do we need to be others if we have us

because we have each other

we respect each other

we understand each other

we know how to find each other

we surely do love each other

and i love.. us