29th september

family

lovers

friends

they are the best!

thanks for all those 100++ wishes that i received.

i did reply all of it.

much thanks and love!

mom, dad, abang, adik!

you are the best.

with a simple and meaningful wish yet, it touched my heart.

*i am kakak yang gedik. sorry. haha*

dearie.

berkacakaca mate after reading what you have said

and remebering all the moment of today

i know you know that i love you.

and i'll always do.

*hugs and kisses*

Happy 20th Birthday Dear!!

I'm so glad you were born, because you brighten my life and fill it with joy.

wow! ; )   ... amirsheriff

friends, thanks for the love.

those hugs and kisses.

i wont ask for any better people than u guys!

love, hugs, and kisses.

xoxo

it's raining baby!

rasanye dari last year kot

asyik teringin nak maen hujan

at last,

this year!

fourth day of raya

it was raining heavily

and we got nothing to do

and so

my mom, adik, awatif and me

WE MANDI HUJAN!

and it was fun!

granny laugh at us for being so childish

and ayah sambil menggelengkan kepalanya

'alang2 tu, basuh keta skali'

*sigh*

but it's okay!

we still had real fun!

together.

every once a year

we get the opportunities of being together as a whole

its good to see

how WE, which came from a totally different background

*and when i say different, SERIOUSLY we are*

we can manage to merge all of us together in that house

to celebrate hari raya

and seek forgiveness

how happy it is to see

all of us

from a wide range of age

blend in and be as one.

i love you all!!!

oh2, and another thing.

we are sooooo excited and happy to have this boy in the family.

welcome to the family adik!

he's first raya ;)

after years!

love you always too.

OMG!

OMG!
OMG!

speechless...!

after years of craving.

i finally got one!

a CONVERSE!

it's not just a converse,

it's a PEACE-LIMITED EDITION converse!

OMG!
OMG!
OMG!

that is so sweet of him!

*thx dearie. iloveyou*

of course

i am SO VERY excited masa dapat benda tue!

macam shengal sgt pun ade.

tp, ade aku kesah?

seronok sgt!

thx again sayangku! hee 

*hugs*

TAPI

i did promise him.

to take care of the converse

as well as i can.

and so, i will! 

*love love*

 

peace sign everywhere! love!

janji.

 

i've made a promise to some people lately.

the promises that i like and enjoy doing it!

well, it's more like a plan.

tp mcm janji bila kitorang sebut perkataan janji utk cuba tunaikan.

hm...??? apa2lah! haha

between wawan and me :

someday, we'll try to make a movie which is way better than what malaysian movie had to offer.

which may cost a lot of money, but it's okay. for the sake of our enthusiasm towards movie thingies~

between ilyas(bushuk) and me :

within this two or three month, we are making a plan.

then we'll start making a move.

we're doing our own little project.

SHORT MOVIE! just for fun! 

in memory of yasmin ahmad's work. =)

i don't mind making those promises.

i just love doing it!

i am taking sides.

i am no angel

for what it's worth!


i am taking sides.
sorry people.
i've been separating times for
you, you and you.


i mean
all those people whom i really care and treasured.
i don't wanna miss anything bout you guys.


those are my family, dearie and my friends.
i do care.


because you guys rock my world!
and i appreciate it.


thx peeps!

xoxo

i love this!

okay, i noe.

it's not a nice picture.

but still

i do think i really like this one.

*agree! muke amir burok kan? sorry dearie, love you!*

at last.

after several (or maybe A LONG) period of time.

last night was the best!

SYH, that was once apart.

due to work constraint (i would like to think it that way),

finally we meet up!

it's not that we didn't meet every other day.

but, the truth is

we didn't really spend time that much for the past few MONTHS!

(i mean as BEST FRIENDS FOR LIFE)

gladly yesterday did open up a path, a way,

for us to re-organized and updated ourselves about this and that.

even for just about an hour or two (or maybe three. thehihi)

i did feel glad and happy.

and i know they are too!

the laughter and smiles

and all those silly things that always pull us together

thats what we call LOVE!

to yasmin and husna

i love you.

and thanks for years of LOVE and CARE.

cheers for SYH!

 

miss the old time when you always have some times with us

if i say im afraid.

i think i am.

terrified- to be correct!

semalam kenekan husna's birthday.

and kechik's as well.

 

dua makhluk yang berjaya ditepung-telurkan oleh ktorang!

husna injured oke?

*nail biting*

it's fun.

of course!

tp bila teringat mcm ramai sangat org nak kenekan me for my upcoming day.

macam takut plak.

the worse part is, my best friend - ikhwan and harun are planning too!

last time i do undergo this torturing feeling is at form 4 and 5.

and i did get a terrible one.

those were the days~

arghh!!! 

i am trying to be invincible.

and act nice.

my wish for my 20th bday:

to have a NICE(and i mean it!) bday with all the people i treasured the most. 

along telah tag ateh.

1. apa perasaan anda sekarang?
undefined. fikir design and mase depan.

2. saya nak makan?
cendol! sgtlah nakkan cendol tibe2. haha

3. saya tak suka
bila org bergaduh and berlagak pandai.
rase bodoh.

4. impian saya
nak jadi anak kebanggaan ayah and mak.
*am trying my best mak and ayah!*

5. haiwan yg saya tidak suka
pacat.lintah dan seangkatan. eew~

6. saya harapkan
saya dapat beri masa lebih utk my sis, ilidayana. sorry dear.

7. jika boleh diputarkan masa
nak masuk skolah balek. rindu ah!
sume da fly. :(

8. saya pada 10 thn akan datang
seorang wanita berkerjaya dan sudah berkahwin (yela, in 10 years time kot!)
mungkin ade anak2 comel! mcm danial =)

9. hp saya adalah
sony ericsson. xtaw model ape. tp cikai je arh. haha

10. saya pernah bercinta sebanyak
tidak pasti sebab semuanye mase zaman pra-matang.
skang da 19 taun.
boleh berfikir yg saye sayang amirsheriff~

11. saya suka pada
benda2 comel. sanggup habes duit beli cotton candy, marshmellow, anak patung comel, paper clip comel etc. plus makanan2 comel mcm lollipop, choclate chips, ice cream, donuts and cupcakes!

12. kawan2 saya
semua macam2 perangai, macam2 ragam. tp saye syg mereka!
*hugs*

14. apa yang hendak dilakukan terhadap org yg mengkhianati anda
xperlu. gi mampos xmahu tahu! hahaha


15. mereka yg d tag ialah
; amira
; siti munirah
; anis raihana
; erna farhana
; athirah hanafiah

one fine day.

after discussing for like a week.
at last, decision were made.
HAZRINA HASSAN wants to eat at ikea.
and we all did agree.
*i am totally agree wherever it be. haha*

on that day, mr M buat kelas ptg pulak.
of all the thing,
we get the constrain from the lecturer?
adoyai...

so, bantal and jamboo went there first.
to save the place for us.

after the class.
bash a.k.a giboo = driving (bersamaan lesen yg dah mati awal bulan)
husna a.k.a dolly = mengelamun (lapa kot)
met a.k.a gemok = kejap tdo, kejap main2 camera (taw la baru)

berbuke ngan air mineral atas keta, then sampai la.
from berbuke until end.
we really had great fun!
sharing and teasing.
that's what make us alive.
that day was real fun!
brought us tighter than before.

thx peeps for the day.
and i do love all of you!

jamboo | gemok | giboo
dolly | bantal


somehow, it's a dino's day out
papa dino | mama dino | anak angkat dino
baby dino | dino's hamster

Once a week.

While watching the movie.
I took his hand to reached his scent (that always cheer me up)
Somehow i noticed that i get to have that beautiful moments
only once a week.
Even how much i miss him
We still wont meet each other.

Despite all the busyness from our studies,
We still have other things to be taken care off.
Family, friends and our own private space.

Strangely, i feel good about it.
Because we’ll learn to miss each other even more!

He’s not my friend that i get to see everyday.
He’s my boyfriend that i need to miss
and never get bored seeing his face.
And i think this is a good remedy! ;)
keeping it up! xoxo

.
AME means rain in japanase.
aishiteru dearie.

Craving for this.

Converse!

Converse!

Converse!

Since i was still in school

I really want this shoe.

And now as i grow up.

I still want it!

Everytime i ask for it.

Dad says :

grow up, kakak. U need a 'grow up' appearance. (a.k.a heels)

Mom says :

ur a girl. Act like one.

Abang :

cool. Ask from ayah. I cant buy u one.

Adik :

are you a guy or a girl. Come on, sis.

So, for years ive been craving for that.

jadi,

maka.

oleh itu.

SABAR!

nice and touching.

One day, am feeling hopeless. The whole week am stress and I can’t quite remember why. About the nice chocolate chips that I didn’t get the chance to taste the heart, I guess. And gemok knows how I love and cherish the cookies and amir’s effort of doing it. He passed me a book that he wrote. A diary. And it says :


Bashira / Amir

[my chemical romance – cancer]

Jika Tuhan pandai mengarang kisah cinta…ia bakal menjadi kisah cinta yang paling indah pernah difirmankan buat sesebuah umat manusia…seperti kisah adam dan hawa…indah belaka…dan jika anda mempunyai seseorang untuk di‘klasifikasi’ sebagai teman indah dan istimewa…‘klasifikasi’kan lah dia seikhlas hati…(dia takkan suka aku tulis benda nih…tapi aku tulis jugak…sebelum pergi lebih jauh…awal2 aku ckp…SORRY MOK~:P)hahaha…ini apa yang pasangan ini cuba untuk tunjukkan barangkali…sejarah tentang mereka adalah sangat jauh untuk diputar kembali…mereka start bertentang mata ketika Archifest refresh(ye la kut?)……dia part ketujuh dan dia pula part pertama…dia presiden archifest dan dia freshmen archi… mereka adalah pasangan paling sabar pernah ditemui… menyimpan perasaan selama 2 semester sebelum mereka start bertegur sapa? (secara serius)...itu betul definisi sabar~hahaha…bermula dengan kisah comel baskin robinnya sehingga muncul makhluk bernama ‘blurblur’ dalam hidupnya…sedikit demi sedikit membenarkan dirinya dirapati…lelaki ini hebat bila bercakap tentang archi…dan perempuan ini lahir dengan darahnya dipenuhi DNA archi…apa lagi yang boleh diperkatakan?…bagai pinang dibelah dua?hahaha… quote ini sesuai untuk mereka secara PRAKTIKAL dan juga TEORI~…ketinggian bukan lah masalah majority…hahaha…mereka saling memahami…konsep paling asas dalam setiap hubungan duniawi…bila stress dan air mata menyelubungi diri… dia dan ‘coklat’nya didatangkan Tuhan bagai aspirin sebagai penenang fizikal dan rohani (sebab tuh gigi tuh pakai pagar~hahaha)…walaupun dia menerima lelaki hebat ini dalam hidupnya…kawan mahupun family tidak pernah dia belakangi…sifat mahmudah yg sgt saya kagumi…mereka sangat comel bersama~biarlah Tuhan terus mengarang karya hebat ini dan semoga tiada noktah awal dalam karya-Nya ini!~


*even some parts of the words I can’t really understand. But still, I love it! Thx for the diary.*

.ini ialah mohd eezat bin tamrin a.k.a gemok saye a.k.a adik saye.

currently listening to

deeper conversation by yuna

lately, apart from my daily playlist (the darker side of choice).

I just can’t stop listening to this particular song.

The slow and soothing feeling.

The blues and the soul really capture my attention.

Is your favourite colour blue,

Do you always tell the truth,

Do you believe in outer space.

And im learning you.

Is your skin as tanned as mine,

Does your hair fell sideways,

Did someone take a portion of your heart,

And i’m learning you.

And if you don’t mind can you tell me ,

All your hopes and fear ,

And everything that you believe in,

Would you make a difference in the world,

I love for you to take me to a deeper conversation

Only you can make me.

*some part of the lyrics*