a very loooooooooong post.

we're about to reach the end of twentyten! hoo yeah! this year, like every year before had been a truly enjoyable up and down journey :) as for to wrap up the year, wish to end it with my cousins; kak mya and cheya , lama gila we haven't hang out together. i think i used to remember those fun times back then when we would just lepak and have fun. oh ya, masa tu we're in savage garden's era. macam ingat ingat lupa, tapi we penah came out with a group name, SMART GIRL. sound nerd-ish kan? haha. now that we were driven by our own route, meetings seems impossible. so, hello new year! insyaallah we'll be celebrating it together like wild young girls! haha *dah*

through out twentyten, i'm happy that i've got the chance to spend a portion of my days with these people which i had been with day and night for two wonderful years at seriputeriscienceschool dulu :) those were one of the most fun trip ever! and we're looking forward for more every year!

paling best, i've got to go to search concert twice this year! with mum at istana budaya, thanks to adik for making it happen; you know ilebyu. heheh. and here is amy search saying thank you; phewitt!  plus an awesome concert from DOUBLE TROUBLE search and wings with  amirsheriff, yanie and ejat! this couldn't get any better la kan? haha

oh yes, this year jugak i've learn the meaning of 'distance' when amirsheriff went to europe for a month. many things had happen before and after his leave, but yet i still love you sayang :) 

of all the good things happen, i still have some regrets when i lost some people like her and him. have you ever felt that you've lost one of the reason for you to intentionly smile everyday at school? this is how i felt, exactly!  

      but alhamdulillah after loosing some important people, i've gain more soon after when studiomates from seriiskandar came to join us here, HELLO MMX! 

and yes, practical! it was okayyyy. as amirsheriff said, practical tak best. and when it comes to real-life working; lagi banyak responsibilities *quoted by a person whom finally had start working recently. hoo yeah!

so yes, amirsheriff has started working for more than a month now. this positions us to one step forward. next would be me graduating, sambung belajar-ing and finally working. oh, and amirsheriff berusaha getting his part three, and few years later followed by me! fiewwh! oh yes, this is would be one whole of a journey! hopefully i'll manage to get through it and fulfill what i've aimed for. and hopefully we'll make it through, together :)

oh yes, his graduation day! the same day as jamboo's. and amira's convocation before hand. happy and thankful that you guys had made this far and wouldn't do nothing to kill the joy. for better or worse :)

oh yes, this year dah bepuluh kali pegi IKEA for it's famous meatballs! OMG! can't get enough of it lah. seminggu sampai 3 kali pegi tu melampau lah kan? but, i did! haha. just look at it, tempting! i want one NOW!

of all my friends; this was the first wedding that i actually attend. haha. so, congratulations to takep and yaya!!! everytime thinking about them, i felt as if there were butterflies in my stomach. realizing how time goes by, and now i have a couple of friends who actually had been married and even some are expecting babies. OMG!

early this year, yes! there's a program held at my school; seriputeriscienceschool. and as for us, alumni's; we've been assigned to help the juniors to get their head in the battle for SPM this year. oh and it was so much fun. going back to the school after so long (selalu time reunion tak penah boleh pg due to design), it was a truly bring-back-the-memories moment. the dorms may be sorted differently now (how come dendro1 is now onci 1? not fair!) and the assembly area has now been upgraded; others are more or less the same as what we left almost 4 years ago. rindu gilaaaa! and yes, the great view of KL from our school are still there :)

birthdays! serius dowh, one of the worse! haha. thanks to these people, my birthday is filled with cakes, tepung and telur! my final birthday with them, and they had made it as one of the best! i'm gonna miss you guys the most! xoxo

*sebenarnya banyak and panjang lagiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii nak tulis. tapi malas and dah tak de mood. haha. sekian.

bye bye blog!

i now had owned a journal. so, maybe i should say; bye bye blog!

i now can continue my writings and keep it private :)

housing memang puaka!

disebabkan ni blog aku, so suka hatilah aku nak tulis apa ok!


pagi pagi bangun tido terus pegi bukak e-mail, check result.
pastu tengok semua macam best, a dekat sana, a dekat sini, b+ sana, b+ sini.
pastu ada satu cacat, DESIGN!


aku dah mengucap and diam.
aku tengok je huruf b- tu.
pastu pikir kat mana silap.


hari hari masa belajar selama 4 taun ni, memang ni lah yang paling aku terkilan.
buat kerja macam hanjeng, dapat result mcm baboon. GILA APA?


aku kenala pikir positif kan, so aku pun bersyukurlah.
pastu ramai pulak yang cakap aku DL, design aku A.
mimpi lah weh! aku pun ingat benda yang sama.
lepastu, alih alih macam ni.


hari hari dapat harapan palsu.
esmawee kata bagus, dia suka.
elis kata so far, this is the best.
mr ong cakap, very good.


dah tu, walaupun diorang cakap macam tu, aku still buat jugak kerja banyak2.
betulkan semua yang tak berapa nak betul.
buatla model banyak banyak sebab esmawee cakap, model pun boleh membantu.


dan kemudian, macam ni jugak.
memanglah tak hebat macam qhawa dengan yasmin.
tapi diorg group lain. even diorang been marks differently from others.


punyalah harapan nak dapat a- ke, b+ ke.
tengok tengok minus. susahla macam ni.


and now, menanges sebab aku berusaha dan tidak dapat.
bukan tak berusaha dan harap nak dapat.

and still, thankful to have friends who care. terima kaseh sebab mengambil berat :)

buat, paan azfar ejat syukri jawe ilyas dan kecik :)

hari tu pegi jumpa mereka :))

walaupun i've been through a v.v.v. hectic day, tapi i still managed to reach klcc by 6.00 pm; 50 mins before the movie. so, sempatla menggedik and bergossip dengan sayang sayang; aten and serai. and for the second time, teerot was not here. takpe, new year kita pegi holidayy oke? :))

 fatin aqilah noor azmi

 

nur anis raihana mohd rodzi

 

baizura said; sheera xleh lg cun ke kau gelak?

and aku pun angguk tanda faham dia perli aku! haha 

 

yes, muka macam rapunzel yang ade mata besar. tapi aku version yang kena reject awal awal. haha

review; RAPUNZEL a tangled tale sumpah best! i dont mind watching it for the next thousand time. haha. so, this is definitely be on my list of favorite cartoon! - along with aristocats, sleeping beauty, snow white, anastasia, mulan, hercules, toy story, frengully, james and the giant peach and some of it that i couldn't recall at the moment :)

the birthday.

last year, i screwed up. and this year would be a total yes for me to be there for her birthday :)

dear sis, happy birthday and sorry for not being a good sister and be there always for you. lets catch up later when you in shah alam! and for what its worth, you know that i love you since 9 years ago and counting! *love*

credit to ilidayana

credit to anisaizwin

oh, and ada dua gambar je available. nantilah i curi from ili's camera.

anyway, happy birthday sis! :))

getaway :)

oh wishy wish;
now i just feel like laying down on a very very comfortable sofa. and i want to have a bowl of my favourite snacks and soft drinks! with that, a movie marathon of sleeping beauty, cinderella and aristocats :)

.
do they have this kind of cinema anywhere?

i just feel like saying whatever to everything!

*numb*

i think i should stop myself.

as much as i like shisha. now i find it's no fun anymore. buat pening kepala and rasa nak muntah. buat apa? so, bashira. why don't you stop now!

beginning of a whole new chapter '_'

and, amirsheriff has now turned on to working mode. macam happy gila, tapi sad jugak. sebab most of our daily life had moved to a new stage. but, however i need to get over it cause im gonna live with it from now till the end! so, happy working bunchet! :))

despite the paper(s) i'm gonna sit and all those design loads, im still looking forward for this saturday. to meet you! i miss you by one day :) xoxo

along, congratulation!

unplanned and here am i! at MIRA's convocation! yeay!

maybe we're 'a bit' late, tapi better late than never lah kan? haha

so, along!

congratulations! aku bangga dengan kau! hehe 

nanti kite pegi konvo ko time degree pulak kay?

sebelum tu kena pegi konvo wan, arun, AKU, sheila, rosz and dila dulu! hehe and ai lef yu, amira!

twenty four years old boyfriend c:

seventeen october; you are now one year older! yeay! hehehe
and it took me;
three days to think on what am i going to surprise you with
two days to plan it out and
one day to make it happen!

and yeay! at last i've made it!
may it be a memorable celebration for you, dearie

happy birthday again, sayang!

FIRST; TEPUNG!!!

 boleh tak nak cubit cubit and tumbuk tumbuk? eee... geram! haha

 SECOND; oreo cheesecake!

 THIRD; make a wish, cupcake ;)

 FOURTH; eat cuddle love candles 

FIFTH; the birthday boy!

i love you amirsheriff!

from me ;)

xoxo

eightmonths.

may you'll be in a better a place. and i love you

raya :)

though raya at kampung would definately be a total blast than here in pekan. but, show must go on! better raya kat pekan aloq staq dari bandar kl! ;)